I do not want to let go of her in writing this I can feel the weakness that acts as a spur to have the talk and figure out how are we to walk the steps of a relationship yet to find its protective bark. As much as I trust her I feel that our […]Read more "Commitment"
I have memories of a very angry person shouting and screaming and loosing his disposition repeating the mistakes of others in a linear fashion. Besides that there is not much else to say except for the love I can convey to this figure who held my hand and marched me in the direction of playing […]Read more "Coming Home"
Creating more complex problems as we try to solve old ones makes for an application that is dysfunctional & inconsistent, our civilization is pressing against a doom that is not too distant voicing a pessimistic outlook does not mean one cannot be resistant to one’s own negative current. Let us flip the switch to an honest attempt to […]Read more "The Last Stretch"
The underlying mechanism needs to be fixed throwing more ideas at a storm of resistance is jinxed with a certainty of failure. You shall keep repeating the lesson unless you stop trying to attain perfection. It is the habit of a spoilt child to seek attention by throwing an emotional tantrum, your ego needs to […]Read more "Lone Wolf"
If dying was the solution we would not be born, if living was a problem death would not be considered such a thorn. As an addiction I consider myself a lost cause, yet it is the hope of freedom that makes me pause long enough to gather another attempt at breaking out of the confusion-fog. […]Read more "Edge of Extremes"
Here comes the rise of the eventual demise all that was, all that has been disappearing leaving behind the mark of surprise. For the new to be born the old must be willing to be gone such is the scale of duality’s song. Standing at the precipice of annihilation she watches the light glimmer as […]Read more "Awakening"
The elders speak of a life-review that takes place at the time of death. Wherein all the moments that make up a person’s life flash before the mind’s eye. Seen not only from the perspective of the person making the transition but also from the perspective of the people that crossed paths with him/her. How […]Read more "Proposal of Death"