I do not want to let go of her in writing this I can feel the weakness that acts as a spur to have the talk and figure out how are we to walk the steps of a relationship yet to find its protective bark. As much as I trust her I feel that our […]

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Coming Home

I have memories of a very angry person shouting and screaming and loosing his disposition repeating the mistakes of others in a linear fashion. Besides that there is not much else to say except for the love I can convey to this figure who held my hand and marched me in the direction of playing […]

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The Last Stretch

Creating more complex problems as we try to solve old ones makes for an application that is dysfunctional & inconsistent, our civilization is pressing against a doom that is not too distant voicing a pessimistic outlook does not mean one cannot be resistant to one’s own negative current. Let us flip the switch to an honest attempt to […]

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Lone Wolf

The underlying mechanism needs to be fixed throwing more ideas at a storm of resistance is jinxed with a certainty of failure. You shall keep repeating the lesson unless you stop trying to attain perfection. It is the habit of a spoilt child to seek attention by throwing an emotional tantrum, your ego needs to […]

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Edge of Extremes

If dying was the solution we would not be born, if living was a problem death would not be considered such a thorn. As an addiction I consider myself a lost cause, yet it is the hope of freedom that makes me pause long enough to gather another attempt at breaking out of the confusion-fog. […]

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Here comes the rise of the eventual demise all that was, all that has been disappearing leaving behind the mark of surprise. For the new to be born the old must be willing to be gone such is the scale of duality’s song. Standing at the precipice of annihilation she watches the light glimmer as […]

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Proposal of Death

The elders speak of a life-review that takes place at the time of death. Wherein all the moments that make up a person’s life flash before the mind’s eye. Seen not only from the perspective of the person making the transition but also from the perspective of the people that crossed paths with him/her. How […]

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I want to die don’t really know or understand why, am I broken beyond repair? Then what is the point of being here? My actions have an impact even in inaction what a silly predicament to find oneself in seeking home in each disjointed interaction. Does it make sense then to involve others in this […]

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Backwards Advancement

Torn asunder from the spirit of wonder at what stage did this trip go so wrong and when will it return to pure surrender? Years passing in a flash of lightening here I am yet again bargaining for a fresh lease on life with a better grip on my worries as they only cause strife. […]

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Breath of Light

What does it mean and feel like to loose touch with one’s roots? It means he must go deeper to the seed of intention in order to find the truth. His family might feel abandoned but he must not stop at random a follow through is required in order to fathom the meaning of his […]

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